Is it better to wet myself

Good morning. I’m waking up at 5:30 in the morning so that I can have a drink and breakfast with the husband before he goes to work. I’m obviously having to get up to go to the bathroom, so this first mornings wee is a little bit desperate as I’ve been asleep all night. Now this morning and it has happened before I got to the toilet and I was totally desperate, I am using Tena pull up knicker things just in case, because of my pre existing bladder issues anyway. So I’m covered, kind of if an accident does happen but we are taught to go to the toilet on the toilet and it is very hard to just unlearn that. So I’ve got my leg that I can’t move properly and I’m about to wet myself. I pull my pants down try to get on the toilet and get my poor leg stuck under the bar on the Zimmer frame. Which caused twisting and pulling of the badly broken leg. This has now set up for the day being a painful leg day and I’m going to have to take Oramorph in the daytime which I’ve been trying not to do